tomorrow i'll be heading down to tampines mall to meet up with bryan they all to watch Harry Potter.

later go out with sano to go find bdae present for his dad

i was intro-ed to a job yesterday. at first i tot it was some mktg post. den when i met up with the interviewer (who changed venue once and time twice *irritated*), last minute tell me wear formal (when previously say casual will do) den must bring resume (which oso previously say no nid) den make me rush dwn to cybercafe to print and waste my cab fare. my mum was with me lah. when the interviewer (a girl) met me, she was like kim moh (blonde hair) in formal wear but collar unbuttoned until v wide with huge colourful necklace. she took a look at my resume and flipped thro. took less than 3 seconds and i doubt she read throught. i gone thro so much trouble to print it and she didn't bother to read. first thing that pissed me off.

-__-;;?

ok nvm den. some guy interviewed me and talked DAMN LONG and alot of crap. he talked in a round about manner for nearly 1 over hour. mum called twice to ask wad's goin on. somewhere in the middle of the convo i realised something wrong. second thing that pissed me off. the co is into network marketing. otherwise known as multi-level mktg or SALES LAH. so i havta start as saleswoman lah go ask ppl buy security stuff. toopid shit. the co. less than 2 mths old. sian lah dey!

which job (unless u damn pro or guru or something) interviews you for nearly an hour and dun read thro your resume or is willing to giv u time to think whether you wanna get the job instead of tellin you if u're hired. piang *Fall dwn*

lol

last night me n wilfred was watching Anna and the King. quite a nice show then at first is just me n wilfred watching it. then wil's dad n bro joined in. dad sittin on the flr and melvin (wil's bro) lyin on the couch. me n wil on a nother couch. soon, the mum joined in. so become whole family watch tv lolz last time sure i awkward go hide in the rm one. as time passes by things gets more and more familiar and i got less awkward haha end up all sit around watch tv lah basically. the show quite interesting. got lotsa singaporean actors inside haha anyway, i'm goin out now. *gone*

my uncle just told me something which i thought was rather meaningful. just wanted to post it up to share lah. it's nothing big but then again, it's just something which some people need to learn to do.

"wasting effort on solving a problem is better than wasting effort on yourself"

but of course, wasting effort on yourself simply means, not wasting time on getting frustrated or angry over the problem, be it whether you fixed it or not.

more than often for the smallest thing like perhaps, accidentally breaking a glass or something, or to the biggest headache of a problem you can get. priority is not in getting angry or frustrated at yourself or others and throwing tantrum or losing your cool. it's just a simple waste of time. why not spend more time and energy in thinking of a solution to clear the mess/problem and get it over and done with asap.

if problem can't be fixed even if you worry, then wad's the point of worrying? unless you worrying can help fix the prob, then by all means, WORRY!

lol

there goes~ juz something to share.

i bought this nail art sticker for $1.50 hahaha 3 sets of pictures for my ten fingers! haha so cheap haha but cute lah stick for fun onli



then well my house the shower tap kinda loose lah so the shower is leaking. dad flared up basically got frustrated and was charging in and out the house to get new pipe n wadever. thank god my aunt came to visit just in time and my uncle was around hahaha then uncle better at fixing all these lah so he helped dad out.

dad sorta shouted at me earlier on when he found the shower on the flr or wad then the pipe is like having water gushing out. he asked me if i dropped the shower on the floor. what the heck man i was sitting infront of the comp all the while and he was the last one to touch it so it becomes my fault?? i basically ran o'er there and when i realised wad happened and after he shouted at me i just shot back at him about askin properly before accusing me. then i walked off hahaha then now everything in ctrl lah dad n uncle still fixing the pipe haha dad's prolly the onli dad i noe that will hug my head to say sorry lah so oh well, hehe gotta forgive my stupid dad.

i have had a very unsettled sleep last night. keep waking up and dozing up.. wilfred too so when we woke up at 6.15am in the morning to help wilfred get ready to go to work, we're both damn shagged hahaha

anyway i rushed to help him fold his uniform and make breakfast then nearing 7am he left the house and i went back to sleep. somehow i slept better and woke up at nearly 11am in the morning.

spend the whole morning tidying up his room. so messy. it may look so neat on the outside but when you open his closet, can die hahaha clothes everywhere. so i spend time packing his closet lah folding all the clothes and putting them back to the respective drawers and folded his other uniforms. then i went on to packing his drawer full of CD and so messy!!! argh. den i packed his bed, did the bedsheets and stuff before i head to his brother's room to use the comp. had fun playin sims and burning the houses down. don't know why they dun get burnt to death leh end up all died of hunger cos fridge got burnt down. muahahha!!!

den i called iman and we arranged to meet up at orchard mrt station in the afternoon to go shop shop hehehehehe we shopped around tangs and mango and she bought a nice fcuk top! and oso a purplish beaded necklace. ^^ *nod nod* quite cheap ne and she bought her mum a pair of pants. ^^ i did't manage to find any clothes i like but i end up buying accessories AGAIN!!! oh dear... ahahaha

then sano called iman and we found out that he in orchard also but we two wanna go home already lah so i bought 3 charm pendants from tangs and headed to perlini's in wisma to DIY the pendants into bracelet and necklace hahaha will show piccys later.

the days i spent o'er at wil's house is fun!!

yest we went swimming and stuff and the day before that we went to eat sushi!! YAY fun fun got green tea pudding VERY NICE NE! tiong bahru's sakae sushi got lotsa variety. *BURNS DWN HEEREN'S SAKAE SUSHI WITH LOUSY MGR* den yest we swam and sun tanned aha den like fun like that then um... went back to his hse n bathe den went out to qnstown hawker center to makan yummy chicken chop rice and guo tie!! (pan fried dumplings) very nice ne~~~ den at nite we went to walk walk to caltex den i buy cup noodle eat hehe then like that la~ sho fun.

this wednesday me gonna go meet up with tanya to see if i can land myself with a job. wish me good luck ok!!!! i'll giv u more details later. *wink*



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lotsa weird stuff happened while i was travelling to boonlay to go pick wilfred up from work...(considering the time nw, it's yesterday, Friday)

as usual i got onto bus 36 to drop of at cityhall mrt stn. frm there i'll take a train all the way dwn to boonlay stn. while in the bus, i was sitting behind the bus driver, leaning on the extreme left of a sideway four-seater. so basically, on my right is the driver's sit with a panel to lean on and no one on my left sitting. then two phillipine women came on board. one sat down first the other one was payin for the tix. den she plonked her ass next to me. i can't believe how stupid they are. imagine a pole, for standing ppl to hold, in the middle of the four seater. means after 2 seat there's a pole, den two more seats. extreme left is taken up by a big ang moh n me on the extreme right. the first woman to sit down is next to the ang moh but while her body is there (left side) her stupid legs were on the right ( right side of the pole) and the other woman who sat down had to sit very near me. ok she was squashing me. literally and i was thinking in my mind whether or not i should ask her to give me some space then i decided not to.. yet. she very buay zi dong (which means not automatic in hokkien). it's only NORMAL if you hold on to the pole when the bus turns round a curve so that you don't actually lean on the person next to you. not only is she squashing me already with her arms leaning against mine (i dun like ppl i don't know or am nt close me to touch me in anyway), she is also jutting at me with her stupid bag. then whenever the bus hits the curve that bitch will lean TOTALLY on me. fuckin hell.

then she did something that pissed me off totally. as if i'm not squashed enough, she shifted her ass and moved in closer to me! FUCK! i blew up and then raised my voice alittle at her, "excuse me, no space!"

then the two woman was like "sorry sorry!" den scrambled to the left leaving me with alot of space. wad the heck man hahaha den throughout the trip they try to bump into me lah basically.

When i was in the train, i was v tired but i couldn't get any seat so i stood near the entrance. the train is so damn packed. people are literally getting pinned against the doors. it seems like ppl just keeps flooding into the train and dun get out all the way from cityhall till jurong east and my nose is getting tortured by smells that i don't like. overwhelmingly strong perfumes, old people smell, drunk man smell, BO (damn!), stinky middle aged man.... yucks.

anyway, things were better at wil's place and we had pizza! he was actin cute lah and all then it was pretty fun den we sat down infront of the tv talking about stuff, my folks, future, basically communicating to each other about our thoughts and feelings and i'm glad that things are going really well between two of us and right now we're treatin each other with concern n respect which is good but irritatingly, a part of me is constantly worrying and being wary and questioning whether our happiness is real. what is wrong with me man. haha anyway, i'll be out tml to stay o'er at wil's till mon. cya den!

have i blogged abt wad happen when i got back frm the clinic?

me n mum onli went to parkway for my usual check up on the thing behind my back. we were early so we went n buy some plastic bags for throwing thrash first then when we're done, we walked through the back alleys to the clinic area and registered first to avoid the crowd. i am 3rd in place.

then we got out of the clinic and went to a shop next to the clinic to buy some kueh (cakes) to eat at home and i was lookin at wad the shop sells and so me n mum decided to sit down and have some porridge. i ordered a chicken porridge. it was plain in a way but nice enough for me. i like chicken porridges anyway. they sell all sorts of porridges there haha even got frogleg porridge. then got dumpling, herbal tea, lotsa mineral water, chicken rice.. abit rojak lah this stall but the owners look very english literate and so not bad atmosphere. peaceful and quiet. then a guy sat down two tables away. i quite dislike how he look cos he alwaiz got this grin on his face duno he smiling at what also then will catch him lookin at my direction once in awhile den v irritated. when two old men left their seats one table away, the man shifted to that table and now he is in my direct view. how irritating. mum suggested to go to 7-11 herself to get some newspapers and the thought of leavin me alone with that stupid man facing me gav me n shivers so i gulped down my coke and insisted going along with her. mum say she caught another man lookin at me earlier on.

we went to 7-11 then walked back and passed by a pet shop haha mum insisted we check on the clinic to see if it's our turn and it's not so i dragged her back to the pet shop to look at cute puppies. then i told mum abt that man then mum said he got cunning face. TYPICAL BAD PERSON FACE. hmm den we went pet shop and inside got cute puppies!! the owner got a bulldog/pug (duno which one) walkin around and hahaha mum's reaction v funny. "EEE.. this dog so ugly one the face hahahaha"

(-___-")

den we walked out lah then go clinic.

doc say my wound healed perfectly and now he gav me a cream to apply for wound remedy. i got a stupid scar to remove cos it's very unsightly.

den i told him about my left foot. i have been having problems with my left foot lately. it seems abit swollen up sometimes and then it'll kinda hurt lah when walk den doctor pressed around to compare the left and right foot then say my left foot thicker by the side and asked if i fell down recently or when i'm young. my muscle of a joint tore lah somehow so jutt out then there's nothing i can do so it's probably something i had since young and will ache and swell up a little whenever the weather turns bad or something den get rheumetism or something lah. sian sial!

haiz. dats all for today lah.
chatted with quite a number of ppl at night. i'm headin to bed already cos gotta pick wilfred up tml.. cya!

YAY!! iman is back! hehe she bought gums! *BEAMS*

me n sano was chatting online and i was surfing nakashima mika's website. she is SO DAMN PRETTY! well, to me she's damn pretty. and she's my age. NOT FAIR!!!!

i cut n paste pics of those i found pretty haha n made them into a combined picture.


click picture for enlarged version

i just finished making salad. packed some aside for wilfred and left the rest for myself haha but i havent eat yet so they are all still in my fridge.

was havin a good chat with karen on and off msn today cos of the stupid comp that decides to shut down on me suddenly three times.

tml gotta go pick wilfred up and just now in the afternoon alicia called me from malaysia hahaha cos i told her to let me know when she go o'er so dat she can help me buy zips

i wrote a letter for melissa teo again and bought some cute stickers frm my house downstairs the mamak store haha 50 cents each. those pop-up ones. i stick some inside the letter for mel haha

now abit wan to slp liao haha

ok i go bathe. mum nagging.

i just finished knitting sano's wallet too.
did some skipping not too long ago cos i found a skipping rope haha

am gonna eat up the puree soup of *reads label* sweet corn, potato n parsley
lookin good. =) i like corn.

am gonna go see the doc tml. tml is abt healthy diet cos i seriously need to lose weight cos i've been allowin myself to overeat and now i'm puttin alot of weight >__< so must bo bian control n dun eat so much and hav salad for the rest of the day..

since my wound closed up it's gd news and tml i'll go back to the clinic to let the doc check on how to lessen the scarring...

fri i'll meet wilfred and stay o'er at his place frm sat night til monday morn.

well and as usual, cannot resist damned temptations, i bought another earring. will post up the pic when i get it. it's like a freakin 17cm long man... sekali heavy until my ear drop out hahaha

i'm kinda scared of my lousy memory that i'll forget to meet up with bryan they all for movie next fri at 12.30pm. it's kinda too early for my liking but wad the heck lah at least not morning movie.

me nw knitting wallet for sano.

Starhub is having maintenance in my area today.
basically, from 9A.M. TO 6P.M.,there will be NO SCV or maxonline or broadband whatever. And since i hav SCV, I can't watched the damn tv till 6pm at night! *grumbles*

anyway i've been reading through some past entries i've blogged over the past few years.. i've noticed something. i used to blog and update quite excitedly about my reports, my project meetings, submissions and even presentation but in the year 2004, i hardly write much about it unless it's like special in the sense that maybe i had a row with jere or something like that. things don't seem as fun and i don't seem to enjoy the friendship as much as i do back then, well, eversince jeremy became moody, everything has changed...

last night i msged him on msn haha terry and YK happens to be at his house.

just before i decided to read thro my past entries i was actually alittle worried. because i can get rather bothered by past i cannot let go and past hurts that resurfaced, givin you an example was when i thought i am able to put behind my hurtful past when i was younger playin with friends in bras basah complex that when one fine day i returned to BBC and those bad memories resurfaced, i was hit by unexpected emotions that caused me to fall into depressive moods for quite sometime. i didn't have proper closure to those days that i missed so dearly so it's pretty much like a love-hate feeling i have with that place. but now, i've thought through alot of things in life and came to be able to let go of things that ought to be let go off... that includes friendship that is so dear but not meant to be.

then of course what i'm worried about was how my behaviour would be affected after reading past entries about wilfred and some stuff i still don't wish to mention. those who seen me through it knows my pain. till now frankly speaking, i am still haunted by the past. i must learn to let go. wilfred has been trying so hard to prove himself for the past one year and he did treat me better each day and therefore i am trying so hard to return his truthfulness with forgiveness and not constant doubts.

*gives out lazy stretch* haha definitely have grown much for the past few years well haha not just physically of cos hahaha but mentally and....

i'm on a new project right now! hah! gonna knit wallets for melissa and sano! ^^ whoeverelse wants a knitted pouch/wallet/hp pouch pls msg me thro sms/email/msn. if possible, state the colour you want.

this friday me n my cousins (lionel, bryan n kris) will be going out together to watch harry potter hahaha lionel sponsor me n bryan sia i nt sure if he treating kris also or nt but i think probably so lah somebody feelin rich man hahaha anyway altho i tot of spendin fri with wil but nvm lah shldn't pass out a time to spend with family also

i spend sunday, monday and today at wilfred's house. it was great and i enjoyed spending time with him except for the long wait alone in his room from the time i wake up till 5pm cos he's at work haha den i'll go to jurong point and buy the cheese bun, that japanese cake thingy with cheese inside, n lime juice. been doin that for 3 days and wil simply love eating it haha

all was good. he's been very nice to me too. my mum told me that my wound has closed up. FINALLY!!! haha but it'll probably leave a scar lah. funny thing is, until now i haven't seen how my wound looks like even once hahahaha mum keep cursin say later rotten cos since i havent been home the last few days i havent been washin my wound and to bathe at wil's hse is like an acrobatic act cos like must avoid makin the bandaged area wet *sweat drop*

wilfred n i was smsin each other earlier on cos nw i'm at his hse and will go pick him up frm work later on. he was tellin me that he's plannin for us to go to m'sia for holiday on our third year annivasary. ^^ nice of him to be rackin his brain for us and i haven't been o'erseas before so i guess this will be fun. ^^ we also planned to go o'erseas when he ROD (finish N.S)

yesterday we watched troy. it was nice and worth the money but i quite sad brad pitt die lah hahahaha cos i liked him since ages ago but then i hate it whenever a movie makes up a love story somewhere in between and then make the guy die or something. DAMNIT hahaha

wilfred wanna watch shrek 2 and day after tomorrow and the punisher and i don't.
i wanna watch harry potter and he don't.

BAH. me gettin sano to watch harry potter with me hehe i'll prolly ask other ppl along too... mebbeh iman n kero or bryan or wadever... O_O

fengfeng going to Maldives tml!!! waah... i oso wan hahaha

gav me her new blog add to contact. hopefully she BLOGS N UPDATE.

but hearing about where she's going and workin, it sounds really kinda fun and cool lah. go sea animal preservation centre somemore wooo... kinda like the stuff she would be doin aniwae. she's not alone since her couz is there. ^^

opps. heard wil's mum ranting in the other rm. better take cover. bye! i love feng's new blog template. XD

Happy Birthday to YOU, Shaikha!!!

*sings birthday song along with sano*

WHEEEE!!! i finished knitting the pouch for iman already!! hehehe

it's about 17.5cm in length and 11.5cm in height.


here's a pic of it half done

and

Here!...


is a picture of the completed version!! NICE?? so glad it turned out just fine. *phew*

so tired hahaha spend the whole afternoon knitting it. mum helped me sew the zip on.

today i'll be spending my time home instead of going out with wilfred cos he is gonna go to his friend's house to watch soccer later in the afternoon and i decided to let him go while i stay home to spend the day with my folks. let's just hope that wilfred dun get naughty yeah. the wound on my back is healing. mum said it got smaller so i guess that's good news.

mum bought oxy facial wash for me and they gav her this cute pouch haha which i can use to put all my facewash and shampoo stuff when i go wilfred's hse haha so cute.


did i ever say i liked sitting near my living room window sometimes at night? well i did. the wind is very nice and i used to just look outside the window and enjoy the peace and quiet the night brings but NOW, things are different because eversince the stupid upgrading, there's a stupid carpack right outside and it's so damn near. now we have to worry about bangladesh ppl lookin into our hse every once in awhile. so irritating.

NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *swings arms ard*

am being attacked by evil mosquitoes!!!!!

anyway, my comp keep dying on me today which is very irritating especially bcos i was typing lotsa stuff and the comp suddenly just shut dwn by itself THREE TIMES, as in thrice while i was typing long stuff it died. *slams comp*

i went n meet up with wilfred today hehe wore my dress!! den he say i look cute lol
we spent most of our time on the train though.. travelling to khatib to get a refund for his hp.

anyway, nw i'm knittin a sorta like make-up pouch for iman hehe i havent actually told her abt it cos she went dubai. hopefully i get it finished by the time she gets back and Surprise!!! heheh den after that i'll knit another one for melissa teo and send it over to australia to her. ^^

*POUTS*

my wound is healing fine. BUT, doc says, 'the scar wun look pretty'

ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

den den this week focus on healin the wound den next week focus on preventin the scar from havin a bump. *minds get stuck on the word bump*

ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*faints*

oh oh oh oh nearly forgot, iman bought me a bracelet!!! it's very nice!! hee got a alphabet "W" at first she tot "M" den can represent my name but end up is a "W" but luckily, MY SURNAME IS WANG! ahaha so M or W oso can haha very nice papa oso say nice nice

ok i started off enthusiastically blogging but comp hanged all my entry gone. damn angry nw so i'll juz go thro wad i wrote simply.

Tuesday i brought my stuff to wilfred's house to put cos i lazy bring things over on wednesday.

wednesday, i was supposed to meet up with iman at city hall mrt control station at about 4.30pm in the afternoon but i recieved an email frm my lecturer to meet him at 3pm in TP to collect my testimonial so i had to leave the house earlier and after i got there and got the letter from him it was still very early about 3.07pm like that so i went over to the bookshop and bought some papers and a file. i wanted to go print out my diary but then cock up in between end up i left the school's business lab quite late at about 4.15pm like that and rushed to take the train to meet up with iman but i was still late lah so i reached at about 5pm like that. anyway good thing was that she was shopping around also at that time so when we finally met up we took the train down to boonlay, Jurong Point, to pick wilfred up. we were early cos we reached at bout 5.30pm so we went and walk walk around and went into the one dollar and five cents shop to buy a cup and cardholder while iman bought a pouch for herself. den we went into jennifer to see see look look shop shop den left to go to wintertime (my internship workplace) to say hi bye to my ex-colleagues before heading downstairs to meet up with wilfred.

when we met wilfred we took a train back home to queenstown and wilfred sayang me lots in the train heh. den when we got to queenstown me n iman didn't eat yet cos wan to eat in orchard so onli wilfred ate at home. we hang around in his room while iman washed my wound for me lah on my back cos wilfred freaked out. he q scared to see my wound lol cos after he did he seemed pretty disgusted by it. anyway, after we're done with my wound i started placing things inside the cardholder cos i dun wan to bring my wallet n pouch n all the bulky stuff to the pub (me n iman go pubbin) so i placed my student matric, ezlink, wilfred's condo card, $20 (left another $20 in the wallet in wil's hse), refused to bring POSB card cos scared lost (psyhic?), and stuffed some tissues in. i put wil's keys in my pocket n onli brought my small hp out. me n iman changed n dressed up and everything before we left to go to orchard at about 8+pm like that then wilfred ownself at home relax lah cos he oso v tired and hav to slp earlier to wake up at 2+ to watch soccer.

me n iman took the mrt to go to orchard den on our way there can see some curious stares lah q irritatin den we walk walk walk shop shop shop and go frm underpass to china black den on the way passed by wisma see lotsa sales signs lolz but must resist temptation so i drag iman go fast fast den we got into china black quite empty still no q outside oso den cos still early so we went in see see look look den got back out again at about 9+ to go makan first. walked back to takashimaya the basement there and bought some noodles to eat before heading back to chinablack. by then there's was quite abit of queue outside already and have to wait awhile. so den we q lah den soon managed to get in already so ordered some drinks now and den actually din realli drink much bt iman got tipsy first haha den we went to the dance flr dance dance lah den observe ppl and laugh at dem hahahaha den realised hw hopeless dancers some guys are like those ah beng or wadever den ang moh oso actually dance q lousy hahah cos at one pt behind both of us each got an ang moh lah den iman turn ard to dance with the fella the fella like abit shy oso haha lotsa funny stuff going on den both of us keep dancing in one spot n move to another spot, get out get drinks, walk ard get back in n dance, get back out, pee, lol den go back dance again, q random haha but very fun cos music was pretty good for the first couple of hours. got some gd songs n r&b lol played kylie minogue's songs, black eye peas and usher, nelly n stuff haha v loud v shiok lighting oso gd but until about 1+am like that become trance hahaha damn boring man. there's was this time where i was at the bar den two of us juz standing there n drinkin lah den one plump ang moh come n step on my leg cos i wear slipper sure pain lah altho he step abit onli so i go elbow him pretty hard hahahahaha elbowed into his waist den we two dance until v tired lah sweatin n all hahah machiam do excercise so twice we went up to the lounge to sit down n chit chat den when as i said the music got boring at 1+ so we left at about 1.30am or so like that and roamed ard orchard haha we walked to swensen cos iman suddenly wan to eat ice cream lah so we went into to eat ice cream and french fries haha den guess wad? we bumped into wendy (aiko)! hahaha she was out with 2 of her friends also. after me n iman was done, we went to the toilet where wilfred called me haha cos he juz woke up to watch his soccer. it was already about 2+ am by then so me n iman took a cab back.

ok this is where the TWIST sets in. took a cab bla bla got back n stuff and fumbled with the cash lah den both of us got out and had the habit to check the seats for things we left behind, din c anithing, slam the door n was ready to leave. THEN, i touched for my cardholder and realised i din hav it with me. it was like juz a sec after i shut the cab door and soon i gav chase bt the bugger drove away so damn quickly n nvr stopped. me n iman freaked out cos i left my cards n everything in the cab so we frantically called up citycab lah to ask them radio over for my cardholder n stuff. den i was pretty frustrated lah n my language wasn't very spectacular lol alot of @#^%&^((*&()()#$@ came out lah so after a long while we stoned outside at the condo gate (outside yah) makin calls to citycab n stuff den lotsa stupid cab stopped by thinkin we want a ride n we hav to like chase them awae den wil oso panic lah cos he upstairs when i called him den soon came dwn to fetch us up. quite traumatising. v sad. den cry lots den wil havta sayang me lots lah den all three of us q sad lah den talk alot den iman clean my wound again. den we set ard the bed there talk nonstop den wilfred was there to support me also lah cos got one time bring my out to the kitchen there to talk to me den let me cry all out hahah iman was bathing den. den wilfred see me sad he oso got sad lol den about a couple of hours later suddenly the taxi uncle call me!!!!!!!! wah den suddenly the three of us delirious already hahaha frm angst turn to sad turn to happy haha chiong dwnstairs wait for the cabby to come den take the cardholder back frm him. wah piang. heng. if nt i lost abt ... $100 over dollars or so.. cos the cards all gt money yah. HENG NVR BRING POSB CARD! haiz haiz den like that lah den we got upstairs talk talk until 4am like that went to sleep. we placed lotsa lotsa big big cushions for iman to slp on den off light go slp. lolz me n wilfred like kodomo lidat hold hand fall aslp. i remember in the middle of the nite when i turned ard with my back facin him, his hands reached out to hug me to slp. q fun nyahaha wake up that time was abt 6am bt wil too tired dun wan to go wrk haha so took half day leave to go work at abt 12pm like that so we cont to slp lah den when woke up at abt 11+ get sayang by wil again den huggled together fall aslp again hahaha den finally when reallie wake up we all go wash up n stuff lah den wil change to uniform n all den we three left the hse together. it was about nearing 12pm or so den we took mrt to go back den iman n me dropped off at kallang n bot some cup noodles in cheers before heading to the bus stop to go hm. iman goin dubaaai!!! uwaaaaaa hehehe shiok ah.

i went hm straight haha mama at hm den mama say my aunt blame my dad say few hundred dollars onli hw cm dun let me go tokyo with my aunt. O_O;; wad sia. my family strugglin with $ hw can blame my dad. hw come she dun sponsor me go.
basket.

my dad like machiam gettin depression already. both my folks kena driven up the wall by aunt cos of money. damn sian. HAIZ.

ANYWAY, yesterday was reaaaaal fun! ^^ happy ne~ hope next time get to hang out with frenz more often hehe

last week hang out with sano, terry n iman at wil hse oso v fun wheeee!

my aunt has been breathing down my mum's neck about some money issue and bcos my family is currently struggling with finances, my mum is very frustrated about it. she's complainin about how my aunt is drivin her up the wall.

kinda hate seeing all these. wonder why people cannot be more sympathetic towards one another.

mum told me dat bryan's dad told my dad that he like bryan hanging out with me cos i'm gd influence hahaha bryan has been pretty depressed about school lately and even wanted to quit and i called him up to chat with him about it and now his dad say he is more enthusiastic about studying already. i wonder if it's really bcos of wad i told him. my mum say that that's wad bryan told him. if so, i'm really honoured. feel happy that at least i'm able to help my cousin... ^^

mum just washed my wound not too long ago and now it's itching like mad.... *scratch scratch*

just got home from the clinic for my check up. haiz. spend money on seeing a doc again.
this time it hurts just as bad. but it is gettin better at least. doc was removing the last of all the pus from the wound and showed them to me. alot and DAMN gross. greenish in colour...

after he is done, what hurts the most that caused me to jerk away totally is when he applied some liquid which i have no idea what it is. probably some disinfection stuff and it's as if the liquid is biting into my flesh. then he went on to apply some creams n stuff...

he said wad was initially a straight line from his cut now became a circular lobang. shit man... mum say the above skin kinda shrivelled up... i think i'm gonna get a scar. kinda sickening to think of havin a scar... on my back. wear spag or wadever dat time sure ugly hahahaha cos my back has alwayz been pretty scar-less and dot-less, i kinda like my back haha now sian half liao. hope it doesn't become very obvious if not i go make one tattoo to cover it up hahaha jokin lah waste money man do tattoo juz to cover a scar.

now for the next three days havta let mum wash my wounds for me. jia lat. my mum v rough one. sure pain like mad. *stress balls*

ok to continue talkin abt wad we did on saturday after we had the prata, iman, sano and I went to wilfred's house to chill out. terry (masaki) was there also. hee so the guys were watchin soccer while me n iman was bouncing about on the bed and we continued to take several pictures there too!!! the pictures are already uploaded, some could be found in my friendster photos and for those who are interested in seeing the photos pls ask me for the password personally. thanks! ^^

sunday mornin cos sano stayed over on saturday nite, wilfred's mum treated the three of us (sano, wilfred and I) to sakae sushi at heerens. YUMMY!! haha when we finish eating sano left first den i had to wait for my mum to pass me my clothes n medicine at old chang kee outside heerens. parents meeting day!! lol my mum get to meet wil's mum. altho my mum is 53 and wil's mum is in her forties, my mum look younger. -___-;;

hehe. later at nite today i must go clinic again for check up. hope it won't hurt as much *cross fingers* my library books overdue hahaha jia lat. the weather is juz too freakin warm to make me go to the library. anyway i bought two dresses haha iman bought 1 spag top and sano bought a pants! wheeeeee! damn i'm becomin a shopoholic!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo.... *trails off*

HEH! today was fun.
did lotsa stuffs.

i went to the family clinic for check up again today on my inflammation. again he was squeezing it to make the pus come out and it hurt like heck and used forceps to remove the bad tissues. i probably said ouch a hundred times already although my tolerance for pain is considered relatively high and so if anyone else who is lousy with pain will probably squeal like mad. nw the wound is bandaged up lah.

i took a bus down to dhoby gaut to meet sano n iman there at about 2pm. i was early so i started waiting since 1.30pm end up both of them late. den came at 2.30pm. -__-;;

i had my lunch in plaza sing while sano n iman had desserts. i needed to eat cos i had to eat medicine and when we're done we shopped around in plaza sing. after that sano brought us over the sunshine plaza in beach road to check out the anime shop that sells anime DVDs. they gt rent manga comics also. quite a cool place.

we walked ard this fashion and sano bought a pants haha den cos iman wanted to eat prata so i suggested her a shop opposite of bugis junction so we continue to walk and opp bugis junction there was another this fashion so i went in to see see look look and then bought a dress hahaha den after that we walk to bugis junction. shopping around was fun aahaha hanging out was fun too den me n iman bought some coffeebeans coated with chocolate to eat. quite expensive. one packet four dollars then if we buy 3 packets can pay for $10 so me n iman share i get she get 2. heh. den we went into accessorise. lotsa lotsa nice nice jewelleries!! but expensive haha so me n iman n sano stayed inside the shop for a very long time and me n iman bought a pair of earrings and shared it. haha she take one side i take one side so we both hav the same earring on one side of the ear. after that we walked around somemore before heading to wilfred's house.

terry was also at wilfred house to watch soccer and today i took lotsa pictures haha will upload them soon! sano n iman followed me to wilfred house. spent a few hours together before iman had to go home cos she didn't bring spare contact lens or something den terry n sano is gonna crash at wil's hse tonite. heh. fun! iman nw learns to talk like me already jia lat hahha and compulsive usage of word "chiong" hahaha everything oso chiong chiong. hahahaha iman bought a top in bugis btw haha sales item. spag top quite nice. might be next wednesday go clubbin with her again. haha den wear same earring go out together hahaha

today hang out with iman n sano very comfortable. haha should do it more often den.

my blog just gone mad.

i found some reallie cool websites and you guys simply have to explore every inch of it. very cute!! and i downloaded some screenpals hahaha stupid things nw running all over my screen.

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i just had a mini operation at the clinic near my house in parkway parade (family clinic 81)

and it was for the lamest reason i've ever heard.

ok remember me complaining about being bitten by some unknown insect?
and it has been five day since i first noticed it and now it got from back to worse into something really red and lumpy n painful. today i got home frm wil hse so i let my dad see and he got pretty freaked out. keep askin me see doctor. well i don't have eyes behind my back so i hav no idea how it looks. guess it looked hideous. mum got home later in the evening and saw the lump again and got freaked out too so both of them brought me to the doctor.

when i showed doc the so called insect bite i had and then heard him say that it's not insect bite and ok here's the part where the lamest reason sets in. *drum rolls*

......it was a PIMPLE INFLAMMATION.

how lame is that!?!?!?!?

apparently the weather has been pretty bad and i was not the onli one getting this weird shit and so the pimple apparently got inflammed lah and turned into a cyst.

i asked the doc how it could have been prevented. guess what. there is NO way u can prevent it. and once you get it you either op on it or control it with antibiotics. geez. then the doc asked if i wanna take antibiotics and some medication back home to eat and see if things get better or just operate on it. i mean what the heck suffer for a couple more days for wad so i decided to op on it.

ok here's where all the gorey details sets in so those weak-hearted ppl pls shut the window from here onwards.

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i told the doc to giv me two anaestethic shots or however you spell it lah den to numb the area he is gonna cut me (sliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice me with a freaaaaakin surgery kniiiiiiiife). ok lah cos the doc is the plump plump singh yah i owaz c him one den he v candid so like scared my mum faint when see blood haha den keep talkin cock to me but of all the wrong kinda stuff lah lol cos say previous patient had alot of pus den the thing exploded after he cut den all the blood splattered onto his face n shirt. -__-;; ok skip this. i was pretty much like wanna kill the doc cos i was lying face dwn with him operatin on my back while he said all these yah..

he cut into my flesh with that knife and i can feel him cutting except it's not very pain although you can still feel pain obviously. i think throughout the most pain one was when he gav me the jabs. den after he cut he sorta asserted alot (ALOT) of pressure on my back (right shoulder blade) quite a number of times. and sometimes he was like squeezing it lah to get the bad blood and pus out. pain siaaaaaaal. den after quite sometime he moved on to using a forcep to lift up my skin and remove all the bad tissues from inside. this part also quite painful. like stings. he had help frm the nurse to pull my shirt aside all these while lah at first ask my mum scared she see blood peng lol so ask nurse. stupid mum still can kacau say wan to tape dwn lemme see. den after all the crap the doc helped me put gauze and everything lah den it was finally done. *phew* den saw some bloodied cotton butts here and there in the dustbin. den after that my hand more or less stayed in the 90 degree position for v long lah lol cos if move will pain. tml must bathe den go c doctor again for check up. den i'll hav to move off to meet sano they all. doc say my would will hav a small scar which will last for a mth or so.

i finally got home today!!

ah......

haha i haven't eaten since i woke up at 11am this morning.

yesterday i didn't eat till 9PM at night! haha madness.

not that i'm dieting or delibrately starving myself but i was nt hungry and too lazy to walk outside to makan hahahaha

ok now! what have i been doing the past few days!? curious? here it goes:

Wednesday

I was supposed to meet wilfred after his work at choa chu kang to travel down to khatib together cos he wanna get a second hand hp (3210) for sms-ing purposes. it's onli $40 haha cos he nicked his motorola hp not long ago v heart pain so for normal using he wanna use the lousier hp den when gt occasion, he will use the motorola one..

anyway, i was supposed to meet him at like about 6pm like that but end up he called me at 9am in the morning while i was still sound asleep and told me that he took half day leave so he will be finishing his work at about 1pm in the afternoon so i was to meet him then. O_O;; he said he took the off cos dun wan me to rush about (i haf to meet iman at 8PM) and wanted to spend more time with me. so at about nearing 1:30PM i reached choa chu kang and we had our lunch there. after awhile we headed off to kathib and got his hp. when we got back home we realised the hp really very problematic. some of the keys aren't workin v well and the charging part seems faulty too. so wil decided to go back down to the shop again on thursday. while we got back to queenstown we hang around in his room watching tv and stuff then had dinner at the kopitiam opposite his house. iman was quite late in meeting me and i was onli to leave till she calls me yah so till 8PM already she was still not ready. we were supposed to go pubbin basically and she's still at a friend's house and there were some complications causing them to not be able to leave the house on time. i went back up to wilfred's house and was chatting with him in the room till about 9PM den i left to go meet up with iman at cityhall. took cab down to several places. first we went to mohd sultan. tried to get into double O but too bad, iman and her friends are underage (except me) so all kena rejected hahaha sad case. O bar dun let them go in also. so we went to phuture lah den got in and stuff. iman and i shared and both ordered tequila shots. i had two and she had two. her alcohol tolerance quite bad. she already v high and drunk already. after my first shot i was waiting for the alcohol to kick but nothing hahahaha so sian i was like staring and the ceiling. so i ordered a second shot and onli then i felt slightly tipsy but still very much in control. danced around with iman and her friends. quite cool bunch of people lah so danced around till a few hours later we decided to go home. i was msging with wilfred through out haha until at one point he stopped msging which probably means he fell asleep infront of the tv already haha. went i was takin the cab back hm, i called sano on the hp to chat to keep my mind moving. quite cheap to take cab frm phuture to wil's hse. i stayin o'er at his hse to save up on transport.

Thursday

i got up into his hse and as i've guessed, he fell aslp infrnt of the tv lah lol so i closed the tv n all den gav him a peck. strangely that night when we were sleeping we had some interesting stuff happening that makes sleeping quite fun hahaha after i gav him the peck he suddenly woke up and hugged me like i his bolster like that den asked me if i had fun pubbin. i changed and soon got into bed and was ready to slp. in wilfred was like my bolster for the night very nice to hug den i remember somewhere in the middle of the night he got up to put blanket for me and den when in another part of the night i hug him he turn around and pawed my face and said "ar bish" hahahaha mad mad 1. den he woke up at 6am as usual to get to work so i trailed him ard the hse and we chatted alot that morning. i got up to puke at about 5am in the morn. slight hangover but was soon over and done with it. lucky iman SO DRUNK STILL NO HANGOVER. >___<

that afternoon i was supposed to meet him at 6pm at jurong east to go khatib for the hp problem. end up somewhere in between lotsa cock up and he stood me up for nearly an hour and i had to travel to marsiling to meet up with him. i was very angry then and sorta gav him silence treatment for an hour anyway lotsa stuff happened in between but arguments never ever last long between us so soon we were fine again. he asked if i wanna stay over for one more night so i did. we got the hp fixed, went back to jurong east and had our dinner, den went back to his house. we slept at 2am and inbetween we chatted and all and it was quite fun. just spending quality time together. this 2 day was spend in a very strange manner but it was fun though and i enjoyed being with him.

Friday, this morning

i vaguely remembered wakin up to the alarm clock.
den i drifted off.
the next time i opened my eyes, wilfred was by my side and i stared out at the window. it was quite bright. then thoughts started runnin thro my mind. why is it so bright? the i vaguely remember the alarm ringing and hurried up to wake wilfred up and asked him to check the time. it was 6:45am already!! he got up and quicky rushed around the hse to get himself prepared and then rushed off to work at about 7am. woo. hectic mornin. i went back to slp after he left and still abit sad cos he left so rushingly and i had no time to chat with him n stuff. woke up at 12.30 in the noon and helped tidy up the room and fold up the clothes before i left him house for home.

now, I'M HOME!!! haiz. hungry. go cook maggi mee lah.

got this super big monster insect bite behind my right shoulder blade. it's like freakin red, lumpy and irritating.like 2 damn centimeter in diameter oso gt ah!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!

i got it like since monday when i woke up at wil's house duno which stupid thing bite me.... *grumbles* until NOW HAVEN'T GONE WAH LAU EH.

anway tml me bz day.

emo like mad these few weeks.
miss wilfred like mad oso
*Grumbles*

i nid moneh.

shit man hav to retype everything.

fuck you blogger.

sometimes it is sad in life where you start to drift away from friends. when you no longer get included in to their lives... somehow i can't help but feel left out of people whom i'm so familiar with.. once i left school... i'm out of their life. some bad feelings inevitably comes back. i heard from shaikha that today was his chalet. not once he mentioned to me that it was his chalet nor did he invite me. strangely enough i don't really feel much about it. i am neither too upset nor disturbed by it. inevitably there was some expectance. expecting myself to be invited, then again, who am i? not some big shot. who cares if i was invited or not?

what i've learnt from all these years, was to learn to let go. drifting away from friends is inevitable. i hav been through it so many times and each time it tortured my mind and soul. now, i'll never let it torture me.

jeremy. what cn i say about him. he is someone who can make me laugh and cry. he can make me feel happy and that i hav a friend, his cheerfulness can sometimes brighten up your day. but then again, he can hurt you, tear you up into pieces with his spitefulness and countless times i have been hurt again and again by his words when i meant no harm. he has become a guy/a friend/someone whom i no longer understand or think i know. he has changed so much and frankly speaking, i hav problem adapting.

what goes through my mind?

how is terry?
what is shaikha doing?
has everyone gotten a job?
when will i get a job?
what am i so afraid of?
why am i so lethargic?
i wan to go tokyo....

while we drift away from people after i graduated, i become more included in some people's life. in another bunch of friends's lives. luckily i do hav some friends that goes beyond the school. friends like sano n iman whom i can ask to go hang out occasionally. i feel very attached to the two of them especially. i am glad that i do have friends or people whom i deem as close friends to bare my heart and soul with, people whom i'm totally comfortable with. sano n iman i'm very grateful to have and totally at ease with them. it's nice to be included. poor sano has to bear with all the crap i thrash out with him whenever i feel down or sad but then a gain, he is a very important friend and person in my life although we dun spend hours on the phone together or chat online forever and ever. it's just a silent understanding somehow? he is the first one i turn to besides wilfred.

it's nice hanging out with them.

wilfred say i'm too nice to my friends haha that i often get hurt and even so, i cont to love them. or people whom i call 'my friends' but perhaps they no longer treat me as one. i don't know nor care as much.

what do i lack in my social life? it is not friends that i lack but people who are willing to include me into their lives and bother to ask me out. people whom i can hang out comfortably with. people i can talk with no stress or troubles n people who will invite me out with them and i am definitely not refering to cases of havin me tag along in some once in a bluemoon activity along with xx number of people i'm nt close with. if i am not able to hav a mindlessly easy conversation with you and that i hav to rack my brain apart to think of a topic to chat with you, i'll probably have quite a fair bit of problem going out with you. too picky? perhaps. i dun socialise much.

what do i feel now?
loneliness
*hugs wilfred beanie*

i log in and out of the internet several times a day. sometimes no one is online. sometimes one or two people is online. sometimes i chat for awhile. sometimes i dun even have the mood. i'm so lethargic. i need a job. sometime to fill up my time while i get a income out of it.

i need quality time with my cousin, my bf, my parents. yet something is missing that i often stay up in the middle of the night and is left with myself with the tv or the computer staring and stoning. loneliness creeps in like a stain that wouldn't go away. something that will constantly bug me.

haiz
lonely night.
*hugs wilfred beanie*

wah lau.... blogger totally changed it's outlook. kinda not used to it in fact and i prefer the old way of being able to view the entries at the bottom.

it has been so boring lately... boring boring boring.... wanna go tokyo. haiz

tomorrow i'll make a trip down to orchard road to check out this pants i missed out while walkin in cineleisure with wilfred.

yesterday was our two and a half year annivasary. ^^ we went orchard for a movie to celebrate and the day was great! i had fun, he was happy and everything went smoothly. we stashed aside some cash to be used specially on our annivasary and we went for movies, buy the usual snacks we would usually scrimp and save on, had a good dinner at subway, (saw this cute octopus soft toy which i kept eyeing on but wil ignored my hints haha)

we watched van helsing. it was a nice movie. very drama very action packed. for people who likes abit of action in their movie will definitely like this movie. too bad this kinda movie not the type shaikha like haha so she didn't quite enjoyed it. i heard she slept through it even. jia lat hahaha

at the end of the day me and wilfred went over to a small bar somewhere near tanglin mall and hard rock cafe. we had a jug of beer while relaxing with a small chat. i dislike the taste of beer so i was struggling to finish my one mug. like my mum i have allergic reaction whenever i hav alcohol and soon my face and skin turned reddish. luckily i had some make up on so my face wasn't too bad. usually it'll turn lobster red.

am lovin wilfred more and more haha he's very sweet. i stayed o'er that night and it went well, slept quite soundly and wilfred be my big teddy bear. he was super grouchy the night before. kept stirring and growling (yes, growling) like he was angry or something then next day wake up he told me it's bcos he felt uncomfortable and was aching after his physical training on sat morning.

i just suggested something to wilfred which the both of us can be excited about. at least something to be anticipated about. when wilfred finish his national service in about a year's time, we'll both go overseas for a trip together. ^^ that'll be fun!

*RUNS AROUND MADLY*

MUH RESULTS ARE OUTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoa! nearly died of heart attack when the i saw the sms the school sent out to me. didn't even know it was the results. totally not expecting it. i was told that the results was supposed to come out tomorrow not today!

anyway luckily i fared quite well haha

Exam Results for 0100225B (which is me)
MKGSIP: P (Internship)
Global M: B
Entrep: A
Context M:B
Mkg Pln: B
CLIENTP2: B

RESULT: P

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

piang eh. wanted to go bras basah end up from the moment i wake up until evening IT WAS RAINING NON STOP ARGHHHHHHHH

spoiler. bah!

dad bought me beef and rice yummy~~! i mean dat was for dinner. nt now.
i spent the whole freakin day revampin my website haha so shag.

here goes
FanArt

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WHOA! check out the time man.
i just got home at 3AM. *wipe sweat* haha wad a day.
i did enjoy myself quite abit though *grins* too bad the next half of the day i wasn't too enthusiastic as my mind was clouded with thoughts that bothered me so much.

i had my class chalet today and i was the first 'guest' who was actually PUNCTUAL. 4pm they say and i was there around that time. maybe abt 15 mins later cos i took time walkin to the stupid chalet which i realised was so damn far. LOL i live in marine parade area and walkin to east coast is a easy feat but then now there's so much upgrading going on, walkin to the underpass alone took 5 minutes or so longer than usual O_O!!! geez.. when i got there only adeline (the reaaaaalie tall one) and janice was there. frankly speaking not many people turn up, as according to the number of people we have in our class, but then it's a good crowd so it was quite fun. ^^ lemme see, my grp i hav terry, jere, shaikha n myself; sureen's grp there's sheena and sureen herself; elaine's grp has only janice and herself, alvin's grp has huisan, gloria, simon and himself. not bad lah 12 people in total. heh good number. but all came pretty late. at about 6PM den we started having people coming in i think. first to reach after me was alvin and jeremy, sureen and simon came the latest. damn late in fact. 11 plus at night i think if i never remembered wrongly?

anyway after i arrived, we waited for the time to reach 4:30 so dat we can go and book a bbq pit. me and huisan went to book a pit or rather, get the pit, and man it was such a rip off!!! so expensive! the smaller pit was $16 but then nearly half the size of the bigger pit and can obviously cook less. the bigger pit cost only $2 more at $18! *roll eye* we took the bigger pit and when we got back, i realised the metal gauze they bought was too damn small. they spent $4.50 on it. i could've gotten a gauze double it's size at the same price hahaha but nvm, wad was impt was to find a way to make the gauze be usable so i found some bricks to stack up in the bit to alleviate the gauze higher and on a later note found more bricks to lay above the gauze (which has a brick under it) to make sure the gauze don't sink inwards in the center under pressure from the food we put above it. stupid huisan kept refering the sinking in part as "nicoll highway" haha stupid. she say she first time bbq but she was having lotsa fun and i was teaching her how to do it right haha she's not bad at it and we crapped alot. she took care of all the satays, hotdogs and crab meats while i took care of all the chicken wings. not bad!! we managed to cook ALL the food with no leftovers!! haha oh i forgot to mention. I, was the one who started the fire!! within an hour i managed to get fire started and it was hot! not just flaming of course but good working flames and through observation of how melvin started the fire the last time round at wil's house and what my mum taught me, i tried using minimum amount of firestarter and grinded some into powder form to sprinkle above the charcoals den set juz a couple of firestarters in to start off with. it worked well. *beams with pride*

hahaha! YAY!!!!! i managed to pull it off!!! and and *continues with excitement*hahaha well u noe, fire do die down after a couple of hours and things get less hot, i manage to restart them each time for 3 times! neat! haha the charcoals was burning red and the it was hot and good for bbq-ing totally and the chicken wings cooked up really quickly by then.

oh yah i forgot to mention. shaikha brought maha over haha good to see that he too enjoyed while he was there. we fed him with food, we played games and things was pretty fun. halfway in between i went to chat o'er the phone with wilfred. let's just say things didn't go well from there onwards and soon after i hung up with him, i became rather listless and often stare into space. enthusiasm died and thoughts just simply clouded my mind throughout the night. my mensus juz came tonight/morning. maybe that explains why i got emotional? i normally get pretty emo the day before my mens come so.... *shrugs* it was very fun bbq-ing with huisan and janice. somehow by doing that the whole evening, it made me feel closer to the both of them and i grew to like both of them very much. they are both very very down to earth people and very simple and nice. cool to hang out with. very comfortable. *smiles*

later after midnight we decided to go out and play some bowling. alvin and jeremy drove us over to marina square's superbowl. it opens 24 hour haha surprisingly was the fact that even though it was 1am in the morning when i checked my hp, the bowling alley was still pretty crowded! haha didn't know so many bengs or wadever liked to bowl but it was good at least to feel some 'life' in the place and it was crowded. l tend to prefer crowds. makes places feel more alive. i scored a few strikes once in awhile and jeremy gave me some pointers on where i should stand where i should aim. did i mention he is a very good bowler? has his on bowling ball and glove and stuff. coaches some secondary sch kids bowling too. haha anyway i got lousier as the time passes cause my hands started to get sweaty and i was sleepy and distracted also by wilfred's issue. (ps. sheena, maha, n shaikha left before the bowling and alvin & simon has already left by then.) it was fun. we wasted some time in the arcade before splitting up to go home. while the rest of the girls took a cab back to the chalet, jeremy sent huisan back to the chalet first, den me home, den terry home and lastly sureen. it was a great day all in all and i had fun. haha still kinda proud o'er the fact that i started such a good fire hahahaha cos i came realise how unreliable guys can be sometimes hahaha i was expecting the guys to get the fire started the other time at wilfred's house end up they spent more than 2 hours and STILL!!!! the fire didn't start!!! can u believe it!?!? end up melvin came down to help us start fire and suggested the same thing as my mum did haha should've taken o'er in the first place.

shaikha was quite impressed with me startin the fire. was askin me where i learnt all these. well, i replied her that many things in life in learnt through observation. lolz i observed how mel started the fire that time and listened to the advice dat my mum gav and also used some techniques i observed from my aunt when we had a bbq couple of years back.

alritey then, that was what happened for today~!! IT WAS FUN!! hope we get it again next year or something. ^^

forgot to mention that i went shopping on friday with iman haha *kok head*

yep i met up with iman at the city hall mrt station at about 2pm. it was after her exam ^^ she came in abit late and i was early so before she arrived i was actually walkin around raffles city. the stuff there are so expensive haha i went into mango and browsed around but nothing much i fancy though except a red singlet which iman randomly said in another part of the day that i suit red cos i v fair haha

we walked down citilink and i bought a bottle of drinks from 7-11 while iman bought some tronky chocolate to eat haha then we continued shopping and walked into quite a number of shops. as we walked to the end of the citilink, we went across the road to marina square and continued our shoppin spree from there. i found out that she's quite hmmm how to say, she knows quite a lot of clothes brand which i don't really pay attention to usually and we went into this sorta like a warehouse shop that sells clothes of some branded clothes like stussy and acrombie & fitch at quite cheap prices. ^^ fancy a spag top i saw there but the size doesn't fit right. too lose hahaha so too bad. she wore this green top which is rather cute and nice on her but she can't spend so poor iman sad sad hav to tahan nt to shop shop shop~~!!! *pat pat iman's head*

i went to POA and looked around. can't find the top i wanted previously when i passed by with wilfred. i was havin sorta like a afternoon tea/buffet thingy with him and his parents at oriental hotel... den after that we went to walk ard ourselves. the top was in black HAIZ!!!!! budden ok lah got other colours. white, peach and yellow. white v sian, yellow cos i fair skin so make me look sickly. onli suitable colour is peach. so i got the peach one. then iman came and make me wear a cap which after i did we both instantly stared at my reflection in the mirror hahaha it's rather nice! but the stupid cap so expensive in POA. $30!!!!! dun wan man. so instead of juz givin up we two decided to head to far east (orchard rd) to scout for cheap n good caps hehehehe. we scout ard far east level one bt dun find anithing suitable or cheap enuff so we went upstairs and finally!! we found something nice and fit my head (others too big *cries*) heheh at $19. piang. nearly half the price of that stupid cap at POA.

after awhile we walked ard and sano was reachin so we met up at tangs marketplace before heading o'er to taka to eat delifrance hahahah den we walked around abit before heading back home. i took the train together with iman to kallang and she teach me to take 13 back hm from there instead of my usual route of takin that bus from eunos. but then again, the diff nt v great cos still as packed hahahaha sian half.

*hugs iman n sano* the two of them are such great friends and i feel so comfortable hanging out with them ^^ fun~!

hm i've been eating too much lately too. must diet. eat less fatty food. too bad parkway's ban mian sux. shit man. i love ban mian and it's nt v fatty but urgh. eating frm the stall in parkway is like eating dough or something. -____- so thick man... *drools* i miss the steamboat..... frm roxy sq (previously frm parkway) or goldem mile also can..... *Cries*

been rather emo lately. haiz must moderate. wilfred oso v stressed at work. i must try to be more understanding.

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i went to anchorpoint couple of hours ago with wilfred and visited the scent shop on my way to the supermarket. bought two perfumes at discounted price. Mint and grapefruit. the mint one is very nice. the funny thing is, it smells exactly like chewing gum hahaha but it's very mellow and nice smelling. but then no more sian sia den got stock in suntec but no promotion. so i bargain with the shop asst ask her gimme the tester. still gt slightly more than half a bottle left. nt too bad lah. hehe as for the grapefruit, it has this sweet smelling citric scent. heh

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For those who came for the BBQ i organised at wilfred's condo, as so far no one has actually asked me for the CD for the pictures we took to go develop themselves, i will be deleting the data and there will no more be any original sized files for the pictures yah.

i'm so pissed off. for once i felt that i don't want to give way. rebelling perhaps. i'm just so sick of the fact my dad don't respect me sometimes over simple things like eating. not hungry = no appetite = don't feel like eating. i can say it a thousand times and he will still end up buying something back home and ask me eat. most of the time i'll just eat it anyway even if i don't feel like it. but right now, i totally have no appetite and i don't feel like giving way. a plate of noodles just inches away from me on the table with spoon n chopsticks ready...... i'm leaving it untouched. the more he buy when i specifically say i don't want to eat, the more i'm gonna waste the food before his very eyes.

he is WORSE than a woman sometimes. he nag, he ask wad u wanna eat practically every minute even if you just ate like 2 hours ago. you say want to eat A he will say A no good and ask you to eat B. well for me when i insist, i do get A. but for mum, he'll just go ahead and buy B even if we protest like shit and say we don't want to eat that. when he come back what he get? a ranting from my mum. what do you call this man. like you know what's the consequence is but will still stupidly do it.

and about bathing issues. SO IRRITATING. every single day and minute he will nag me to bathe. wet my t-shirt alittle when washing plates. ask me change a new t-shirt. siao. anyway i'll just heck care him normally and let him nag on.

anyway i'm meeting up with wilfred later on. made salad and is bring lotsa stuff over to share with him. got tidbits and prawns and brand essence haha oh yes and insect repellent cos he's been complaining about mosquito bites lately whenever he do guard that causes him to lose sleep. SO, mum made his most disliked dessert drinks... BARLEY!! hahaha altho after i told her he dun like barley drink she say he MUST drink no matter wad hahaha even if he hav to swallow it hahaha so too bad for wilfred. bwahaha

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anyway, just to share some new knowledge hehe

i got this from the novel i was reading earlier on.

well, i don't know how common is this in singapore *scratch head* but have you guys ever heard of the term "cryptolalia" before?

well, it's a scientific term for twin-speak. now what's twin-speak? strangely, it is something very very common and happens amongst twins. it shows up in almost all cases of multiple births. It is whereby amongst these children e.g. between a twin sibling, they talk to each other in a language "we" cannot comprehend nor understand at all. we can neither learn it. unless they teach us or something. the secret language of twins isn't all that complicated, but a set of quintuplets can invent a language so complex that its grammer book would run to three volumes. it would usually be dropped after the children grow up to about 3 or 4 years of age.

well i got this piece of 'knowledge' from David and Leigh Eddings novel, Regina's Song

argh......tagboard conked out and shoutbox is missing. what the heck.

Don�t know what�s up with my internet. Was unable to hook up with it for ages so I just wrote this entry somewhere to save first�

Mum just told me that our lift have surveillance camera haha

Anyway I went over to the library todae. The weather was wicked man. It�s so freakin warm AND humid that I felt so stick all over and seriously, I regret wearing the t-shirt I did this afternoon cos it�s tight fitting and I felt as if I was stuck on plastic wraps or something. Urgh!! I manage to find three books to borrow, two of which is patricia cornwell�s books and one is david and leigh edding�s. well, I didn�t just randomly pick these books. I�m a fan of david eddings ever since huimin introduced me into being stuck on reading a book of his (which to my horror, is like a 15 series book or something). It�s one of the fiction books so you can image those thick novels will loads of pages and words. LOL yeah I as reading one of those books back in my secondary school years but huimin is the mad one. She have LOADS of them and each book don�t come cheap. Saw her buy at parkway near the hawker plenty of times cos there�s a book store there and I think one book is more than ten dollars or something. Patricia cornwell�s book is about forensic science. And since I am a great fan for shows such as CSI, CSI Miami (dramas), and Discovery Channel�s Crime Night, I�m naturally fond of patricia cornwell�s books.

After borrowing the book I realised stupid me forgot to bring a bag along and holding three thick books on hand is very troublesome and heavy. I checked my library account and realised I have some ancient-long fines to pay and sian of dragging it any longer, I wanted to pay off my fines BUT, ok the but is here and a very stupid one, we can only pay fines via cashcards or CHEQUE. Fine I don�t have a cashcard. CHEQUE!??!? Mebbe for those ppl who lost a bk or wad lah but my fine is juz a measly $2 odd haha madness to sign cheque so I walked over to parkway�s POSB to buy one cashcard. Expensive sia! $22.. ! *grumbles*

After buying the cashcard I walked to isetan. At first wanted to shop. But the books is such a bother so I wanted to get a paperbag or something frm the Isetan staff. She gav me this very irritating up and down look so I purposely hold my books up high. WITH EYES AND BRAINS, she should be able to guess why I needed the paperbag. I guess it�s something stupid policy or mebbe it�s just her that she said �sorry I cannot give you one� and still, she had that stupid look on her face. BEEEEEEETCH! No mood to shop man!! Walk to mango wanted to check out the clothes but then the books are sucha bother!!! Totally no mood. So I walked out of parkway. On my way back the weather is so warm and I�m so freakin thirsty so I decided to sit down for a drink first. Oh yes before that I went to cold storage and bought two bacon sticks to eat. YUMMY!!! *smack lips*

I walked back to the library to pay for the fine den walked to the nearest bus stop to go home. Cos I saw a program on channel U while at the kopitiam drinking, I rushed home to watch it and it was quite interesting. It�s those kinda japan tv shows where they help �save� people in business from poverty.

I started a new �knitting project� yesterday. Was interchanging the colour of threads I use for a pouch I was making so it was a combination of navy blue and cream where navy blue is the primary colour and cream acts as a stripped design at the beginning part of the pouch. It�s nice!! Quite happy with the pouch I made.

Anyway I�ll try to hook up with the internet again and read my novels. Cya.

my shoutbox disappeared. O_O??

anyway my DAD tried to con me into giving one of my two handphone sets to him for use cos my mum lost his hp hahaha
no way man *stick out tongue*
i'm heading off the the library later.... see whether can find any good books or not... actually planned to go to lido mango shop shop but then .... frm parkway go until lido... abit far.. come back.... abit far.... abit sian.... so end up decide to go parkway liao hahahaha... wadever lah as long as got thing to do to kill time can liaoz.

mum's stall stuff is settled.

next monday got class chalet. excited? erm.... no. hahaha luckily it's at east coast hahahaha so i can save up on transport and just walk over cos my house in marine terrace (just ahead of east coast HEHE)

i just finished knitting the pouch for wilfred hehe it turned out pretty well so now i'm knitting another pouch. still not sure whether to give him or keep for myself. it's not those one coloured ones. i trying out multicoloured onces means the basic colour is navy blue but i gave it some cream stripes at the top hehehe hope it turns out fine when i stitch them together to make into a pouch. owaz cock up there one. damn sian.

yesterday my comp totally died. keep getting the stupid blue screen. wil say is system failure duno wad. *kills comp*

"adults can be so sucky sometimes...."

am currently in a very bad mood.

wilfred-related as usual but what the heck. no mood to talk about it anyway.

kailing's bdae was ok only. cos i was the onli pri sch fren of hers appearing there, i was pretty bored cos i don't know anyone there besides her and my bf. mostly was her nus or wadever friends. after stayin for a couple of hours i left. first thing she see me she comment say my infront v big ask me wad cup n size i wear. -___-;; buay sian meh owaz got ppl ask me about this issue. damn sian liao =____=;;; in sch alone more than 5 girls asked before.

she was pretty surprised to know that wilfred is younger than me cos she say he dun look like. i bumped into cheryl at the mrt station earlier on.

to make myself more occupied for this week,
tomorrow:

i'm gonna spend time at home to knit finish the pouch for wilfred

go buy a bdae card for ivan

watch One piece at 2PM

watch The Returner (movie) at 4PM

watch One piece at 6PM

watch CSI Miami at 10PM to 12AM

watch 100 Tales of Horror at 11PM

HK drama frm 7 - 9 PM

tuesday

go library borrow book

go parkway myself/or mebbe lido mango to shop

watch One piece at 6PM

watch 100 Tales of Horror at 11PM

HK drama frm 7 - 9 PM

wednesday

watch moon child at 4PM

watch One piece at 6PM

watch CSI at 9PM

HK drama frm 7 - 9 PM

thursday

watch One piece at 6PM

HK drama frm 7 - 9 PM

friday

go to marina square and citilink to shop

go POA find the top that i'm interested in

chill out at esplanade (maybe)

take pic frm BBC 5th flr

HK drama frm 7 - 9 PM

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went parkway to scout for a present for kailing. jia lat sia she sms me say i'm the onli old pri sch fren going hahah sad case but anyway i'm not those type that must hav ppl i know to go for any special function (bside bdae ger i must noe lah obvious!) so it's ok. gotta leave earlier anyway cos wil wanna go back to watch soccer at 10pm. feng didn't wanna go cos she say she nt v close to kailing. i bot a moo moo hp stand for wil and a piggy one for kailing. at first wanted to buy pillow hahaha

tml i wearing the new blue top i bot at parkway to meet wil and will change to wear the orange sarong wil's mum gav me at nite to see kailing.

at parkway i bumped into three actors/actress. haha two is tcs actor. one is pan ling ling's husband and the other one is the guy who acted as ah bee's dad in don't worry be happy. then i met the hk actress who went for the NKF thingy on tv and played the zither. her name is michelle otherwise known as mi xue in chinese and altho she old liao i still think she v v pretty. haha btw on taiwan entertainment show i saw vivian chou!! ya ya the loooooooooooooooong disappeared one. v pretty hahaha her looks machiam no diff from last time man. hairstyle same, still fair fair one. haha duno why she appear on tv oso.... she was helping ppl sign stuff.... mebbe she comin back to act/sing?? hehehe

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hm havent been updating heh was over at wilfred's house. i THOUGHT i updated?? blogger cocked up again i guess...... stupid entry 'disappeared'... lemme see...... oh yes, i have developed the pictures we took during the BBQ into physical photographs and the results were great! those really dark ones you see on the website link i gave you (those who went) came out brighter and clearer so no worries. ^^ so for those who wants to go develop the photos too, let me know and i'll pass the CD-RW to you. it cost me about $11.55 for the photos. total 32 pictures or so.

i wrote melissa teo a letter again haha and attached a photo to it. that stupid girl never writes back to me ever for the past 4 - 5 years... she simply hates writing so she'll just call me once every 2 - 3 month. O_O;;

wilfred hav a fever last night but was better now... stressful ah see him in ns... somemore kena shitty job with shitty rules low pay and low welfare.. civil defense sucks man.. $300+ for pay u noe... so pathetic. nt as if he gets pocket money.

on saturday i'm going to kailing's house (my old pri sch classmate) for her birthday party. havent met her for ages haha bumped into her on a bus trip to school twice (wad luck!) and boi she lost SO MUCH weight and become so pretty already *stress* i'm bringing wil along on sat so, let's pray that he behaves.

i keep dropping alot of hair (combs fingers thro hair) hope i dun get bald or something.... kinda scary.... sometimes i wonder why woman drop so much hair..... like scary lidat.

i'm so bored today.... ran out of things to keep myself busy with. maybe go parkway later anyhow jalan lor.... but boring also leh... those whom i can ask out is either busy with school work/exam/internship or accompanying bf (pts at yifeng) hehz so bo bian must waaaaaait. mebbe next week again can meet yifeng or wad. i wanna go to the beach.... walk ard oso gd....but then... my area upgrading... the road to underpass damn messed up... thinkin abt it made me sian to go to the beach.. i hate doing things alone. i used to go to the beach last time. i would work out at home for about an hour then take off to the beach to rollerblade for 2 hours. it becomes a routine of mine to do so once every two days but then soon, i gave up. not bcos it's tiring but cos... i've been doing it along and i hate doing things alone. v lonely.

last nite so bored went n play the sims that is still in my comp.. nowadays comp hav been givin me troubles..... siren.. auto shutdown... v irritating. play halfway the whole comp shut dwn by itself. *sian look*

ok i go rot nw...

nowadays i seldom feel truly sad.... to the point where i can feel my stomach churn, my chest tighten as if i'm suffocating. but right now my tears keep falling and i can't help feeling sad and cry..

my dad seldom open up to others about his feelings and his thoughts. he did today and i didn't wan to interrupt him. wilfred is also facing some problem back in camp but like i told him, we have each other to support.

dad has been sitting at home for the past three months since his back injury... mum is sick of getting back to the stall to help him but i can understand dad's want to go back to work cos ... it's like something you've been doing for nearly a decade and you can't just put it away not feelin weird u noe? see him whole day sit at home oso v poor thing and nowadays my mum treat him quite shabbily. alwaiz kena 'banish' to the behind room.... yeah i wouldn't say dad is the greatest and most capable man on earth but he is my dad. i do hav my fair share of grudges against him but then i know he is the one who really would go all out to do anything for me cos my dad cares for me alot and that makes it even harder for me sometimes cos i dun wanna hurt my dad's feeling. he coops everything up inside him and it's bad.

haiz.... hope everything turns out fine ne..

AT HOOME NW!!!!!

piccys frm bbq uploaded!!!!!!

ppl who came to the bbq pls, if u didn't check email, thro msn ask me send u the link ok?

those who are curious wan to see must ask my permission first~~~~~~

that's all~~~~~~

tml go develop piccys hehehehe

argh.

wil ambushed me in the morning when i juz woke up (hugging bolster n bearbear) with his camera!!!!

wilfred got himself a second hand hp. motorola E365 (if i didn't get the model no. wrong)

the camera is nicey and cos wil's previous hp (the one he traded away) is abit spoil spoil so he decide to change hp. the new hp more fun games for me to pway and can take piccys! and and.... very loud. haha

sneezed alot.

headache.

argh...

Yesterday's BBQ is considered a success haha ok lah wilfred saved the day by cooking all the food available.... only a few countable amount chicken wings left behind. :P

most of the people came except yifeng cos she had flu... *sad*

but bryan came hee *hug him lots*

first thing he hugged me haha or mebbe it was meant to be a sneak attack to headlock me lah O_O
weather was really good cos never rain i think next time better start BBQs earlier... like... 4 - 5PM or something when sky still bright and give the guys "time" to start fire. apparently they spent ages to start the fire UNSUCCESSFULLY hahahaha so end up wlfred's brother help us hahaha have to help him wipe sweat cos he work so hard. then soon the fire was doing well and we started cooking. as usual the stupid chicken wings take longer to cook lah so all the hot dogs and crabsticks got wiped out. lol went for a dip in the pool n stuff. shaikha was the photographer for the day haha took quite a few pictures haha took picture of the food oso haha wil's whole family came down to join us for the bbq and stuff so the atmosphere was pretty ok. although not like last year the crowd was slightly dispersed haha but in the end still gathered around the table and chit chat.

my greatest pleasure was when everyone took a bowl of my salad and enjoyed it. got high ratings for them and jeremy was almost emptying my container ahahaha i think sano asked for one more bowl. i think? or someone asked me for an extra bowl haha spend the whole morning preparing for the salad man haha not so much joking aroud like last year from jere terry n yk (mebbe cos yk not ard haha) he went to australia on friday with his family.

got people say me n bryan look alike haha he tall until take pic with my must bend down *cry*

the cocktail seem to b pretty popular too and since all the drinks bryan dun like so end up he keep drinking the cocktail and at the end of the day he gulp everything down from the bowl. literally. hahaha

i had to go the pool to give sano n bryan hot dogs then i took more to giv ann n wendy. haha then wendy was like forcing terry to bite off frm her mouth madness then the terry like shy lidat

later i go upload the pictures.

*excited*

BBQ DAY!!!!!!!

made LOADS AND LOADS OF SALAD........
muahahahha....

iman n terry still haven't come leh.... *squat*

oh crap. i forgot the dressing for the salad.

things just aint workin smoothly for me todae...

*pull hair*

todae...how to describe? it started fine ya... ate breakfast, chat with wil via sms and was eating breakfast.. basically the day started fine. then went to sch for the debrief n stuff, met my classmates heard the teachers talk about further studies and stuff and i started getting alittle interested but then, reality check and priority first, i better get a job to help myself be more financially able to study. like the teacher say, it's gd to gain experience and it can help me when i study as being a mature student i can answer and apply my knowledge better in my academic performance/assignments.

asked mike to join us with the grocery shopping. he agreed. i THOUGHT shaikha was joining us of which i realised later she is not. den mike suddenly say something crop up n he cant go. terry going to gym, wendy go hm look after dogs and jeremy was very indecisive so i decided to give up asking him. then left with me and ann. i quite sian liao at that time cos like.... everybody not helpin ya? like not enthu and only me there who's bothered to plan and do all the stuff... what did i do the bbq for?? just to please myself?? no of course not. it's to help celebrate our graduation. cos i know we'll be takin diff paths frm nw and it might not be as easy to meet up in the future. so i wanna treasure the moment. haiz...

at least other friends like iman, feng, sano n bryan readily agreed. terry offered to help tml n iman too which i am glad. it's like i feel that unless i ask for help sometime no one offers to help? sian... i had to go shopping for food with ann. i am really appreciative on the fact that she at least came and help me. after the shopping she had to leave to meet her friends so i have to carry ALL the heavy stuff myself. struggled my way up and took a cab home. reach home liao called my dad to help carry all the heavy stuff up.... walk halfway then i realised i left my stupid sip internship participation cert at giants supermarket. shit man.... cos i had no hands to hold it since teacher didn't inform us say todae will give out the cert so i didn't bring bag.... den hav to rush all the way back to giants.... sian sia the whole day...

*rolls around on the floor*

sometimes thinking back i feel like i'm kinda sua ku hahaha mountain tortise i mean.. last time i didn't understand the impact of being rich or rich ppl thinking that well, it doesn't really make a diff as long as i'm doing fine haha but after sometime of being so damn broke and feeling so frustrated o'er cash lolz sometimes i juz cant help feeling envious of those rich kids hahaha but nah nvr will do stupid thing like purposely make fren with them cos they rich. juz jaw drop upon hearing hw filthy rich they can be. a japanese guy i met before, wil's fren, and don't know him well actually juz happen to tag along with the crowd and he was treating us some booze somewhere in orchard... den i heard that when he had his farewell party he booked the whole zouk including vip rm...... O_O;;

*silence for 5 minutes*

*black crows fly by*

ARGHHHHHHH

noe why he hav so much money?
cos......his dad is the CEO of SONY Japan!

then another rich kid (singaporean) who spent money in hundreds.... his mum?
CEO of Standard Chartered

WHOA! BOUGHT COMICS AND THIS TIME'S GETBACKERS IS SO DAMN AWESOME!!! HAHA

very cool all the fighting scenes and one thing good about this comic is that the way they draw always make everything so exciting and seems like you're reading alot and there's alot going on rather than read awhile finish and felt as if you just read a ten page book. but SAD MANNN!!!!!!!!! one of my fav character died!!!! mebbe next bk can get revived??? *pray*

kinda sian that i havta go to school so early... yesterday i kept myself busy with things..... i was knitting, watching tv, chatting and then helped karen do her blog. wil did his part by msging me once in awhile and called me to chat for very long at night.

i did get closer to ann and wendy this sem in year three and i do like ann and her character and wendy is very cute so being accepted somehow is a very nice and achieving feeling hahaha don't know but it juz made my day. i'll be rather busy this week. well at least it keeps me from thinking too much about negative stuff haha

i do sense something wrong with my relationship with jeremy lately... i mean friendship wise. i feel that he's changed. not for the good though..... but it's just a gut feeling. he's been thro so much in terms of his relationships, emotionally he has been struggling for a very very long time and all these, changed him. looking at him i felt as if there's this wall that's preventing me from wanting to talk to him or feeling comfortable enough to chat with him like last time.

Wheeeeeeeeee! the earrings i bought online finally came and they look very nice!! ^____^ 4 sets for $21.60 haha wil commented that with how the earrings' unique designs and how nice they are, $21.60 is definitely a gd buy. usually earrings of those designs would cost about at least $7 i guess? whee~ nice nice... shall wear it lots

the shop owner even gav me a ear stud as her 1 year annivasary of her shop haha it's made out of a button actually but it's pretty cute haha

ladies can go try n surf the site for fun. ^^ gt nice designs up there.

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I DUN WANNA GROW UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!! *whines*

[runs n find wilfred to hug]

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I JUST FOUND OUT A FUCKER WHO ACTUALLY STOLE PICS, i suspect frm me etc, OR KNOWS ME AND OTHERS FRM HAIZ OR COMES TO MY BLOG OR WADEVER N CAN GAIN ACCESS TO MY PHOTO LINKS. YOU THE FUCKER BETTER REMOVE THOSE PICTURES U POSTED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION WADSOEVER FROM THE SG GIRLS WEBSITE OR I AM SO GONNA PIN UR SORRY ASS. REMOVE THE FUCKIN PICS!!!

those who are not in anyway related to the above case jus read n ignore.

btw, many links with pics of my frens inside will be removed from now on since someone chose to disrespect me and use those pics without my permission. now only selected people/related people will get the links. thanks.

iman: eee. so mean. misappropriation. mean mean. fuxxing 2 years of continuous potential shite. own up already